2022 goals

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 Hello, its 2022 and happy new year (i think?) 

Anyway, looking back at 2021 I realised how much I have grown as an individual. Back in 2021, the goals I set for myself was in one word 'SELF-LOVE'. I experience a heartbreaking moment in 2020 where I was unhappy with myself. I remember crying in my bed almost every night because I was so clueless about my future, of what I wanted to be and what kind of person I am. I realised I was putting my happiness in other people's hands. Looking back now I'm like why hanis why u so stupid is it hahahahhahahaha 

2021 was my year (yassss cegitu) I put myself first. I remove the people in my life that don't need me. I stop begging for other people's attention. I remember for a few months I literally stop updating anything on social media cause at that point I just don't care anymore. Why bother showing what I've been doing on social media, why should I post anything on Instagram if people don't even bother much about me. I even stopped talking to a few friends because I realised asyik aku je tegur so yeah im gonna delete you bYE. Fast forward a few months into 2021, I was beginning to get my life on track. I read a bunch of books on Wattpad (my coping mechanism) , watch tons of YouTuber vlogs about their day (my daily dose of happiness) and put MYSELF first (cause me love me and only me). Found a bunch of songs that touch my soul and repeating that song over and over again

 

i tweeted back in 2020 when that moment happened

SO 2022 my goal in one word would be 'GROWTH'. I want to explore myself to a bunch of opportunities that make me grow more as a person. I wanted to read more than 50 books. I wanted to be happier and definitely less stressed (i feel like I'm gonna fail this one but let's pray). I wanted to post more and capture every moment in my 20's. 

Bye and hopefully whoever reads this may you have achieved your goal in 2021. If you don't, do not worry and bring your goal into 2022 <333333 


Comments

  1. syasandeul7 January 2022 at 07:38

    Bismillah, may Allah ease! <3 for the whole 2021 I was far far away from books, unlike the previous years so same this year nak get back balik to books haha <3

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