Stepping Out of My Comfort Zone (again)

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 Hi everyone, its beginning of my 6th semester and I don't think I'm able to blog if the semester starts (hopefully I can remember I have a blog). So after I volunteer for Speak Up Project, there was an Instagram post about becoming an Ambassador for AIESEC for my university. Guess what........ yes I applied. Honestly I applied at the very last minute on the last day of the submission. At a first thought becoming an ambassador was a big NO for me because it says that you have to be an influencer person and I am not an influencer. I can even count with one hand how many friends I have. But I figure ok la I give it a try. AND GUESS WHAT

yas me *cries*

I never thought in a million years I would be accepted cause me a very simple plain hanis. I still remember the interview they ask like 

"What do you think is marketing" "You wrote in your weakness is talking in front of a crowd. How do you overcome it" 

It was a very short like 15 minutes interview I think. To think that in those 15 minutes I manage to charm the manager and director omg. It was super nerve wrecking for me because I never join anything for the past years as a university student. Suddenly now I am an ambassador then I am applying for volunteering projects. All in all, I am super proud of myself for stepping out and try to meet new people especially during this pandemic. I realise in meeting I am more shy and have a lot of second thoughts whether to say what is on my mind or not. So here I am trying to be more open and letting people in my happy positive circle. Hopefully looking back at this post I will be different in a way I am more confident in myself. ok bye 

Ending this post with putting my song of the day/month: 




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