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 Helloooo, yes I forgot I have a blog and yes I am starting my final year semester very soon. Honestly there are a lot of interesting things that happen. For example, I interviewed for a role of Vice Chairperson for Operation under G17 UAC Malaysia. Remember when I said I want my goals for 2022 is self growth? Well this is one. 

I thought ALOT when one of my friend approach me to be the vice chairperson cause I remember feeling like 'me? seriously me?' cause I AM ME. I KNOW ME. I know what I am capable of and I am afraid. But there this one piece inside of me that just goes 'just do it Hanis, maybe you won't regret it'. SO I accept and now I am responsible for it. Super scared thinking am I able to do this but I do not know what the future holds. For now, I am happy with all the decisions being made. I love meeting new people, I love the fact that I have to worry about things like I have to find people to apply to the national executive role that we are currently searching for. No joke like nobody want to apply. The whole team have to beg some people to join buttttt that is the challenge that I think will benefit me in the future. I love volunteering and I certainly love to share knowledge with other people. Definitely this job will give me tears, sweat and joy hahahahah

I realize that if you are truly happy and love what you are doing, no matter how busy you are you will find the time to do it. This is just one of the things I guess. I hope whoever is reading this, if you are afraid like me to talk and communicate with other people that is a stranger. Step out of your comfort zone! I promise you, once you step out of it you will be okay trust me
 

I hope when future me read this, will be in a better place and G17 is striving. 

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